Running in circles

In circles I’m running
going where I don’t care

really smart to consider
all my life from the shore

wave by wave emotions
crush in a crushed devotion

I’m standing in the middle
of this pool of blood

where’s the victim gone?
look there, look better!

a hand’s rising high
no fair… it’s mine.

Calm down

My sea is crushing against these rocky walls, trying to smooth them down.

I stay here, not talking, not thinking, just listening .

I close my eyes as I leave the coast with the next wave.